Oh well...

We all have gotsta move on.

Life's one hellofa bitch sometimes.

Anyways, one more...just one more left and Sunny skies will be up again!

:D

Life removed all the innocence.

In every way you live you life, mistakes are bound to be made. We're only human. How to deal with it...now that's the art of life. Often we fall and then we get back up again. What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. And sometimes we all need a little push. We all need to fall to learn. Learning things the hard way, only makes a wiser you. There is no easy way out. Of course there may be shortcuts but then again some of us would rather choose the path which it's less taken.

To forgive and forget is beautiful. To move on is a challenge and to find bliss is a task. We all need a little heads up sometimes. We all need a special someone to count on. A frame of the mind is a window to your heart. Look for the key to your soul. There's more within you than you even know. Have pride. Have immodesty. Have dignity. Have sensations and have passion in life.
From the very beginning of your life cycle existence in this world, you are already a winner.
There's so much more that I have left to paint on my canvas and the spaces left are already almost occupied. Life has certainly removed all the innocence.

It's time to play my cards grown-up style. It's time to get back down to business.

Have a great week ahead loves. 

XOXOXO

Updates.

 Hi. This is Hui Xian. 

A camerashyangelicsupergoodcook bff.

She's gonna kill me for this but I don't care. heh.

We took this while setardyyying in the Uni library and i swear...

it took me half an hour just to get her to come into the pic with me. =.=

 Next here we have busybodyfishball.

lol.

 Pandai she pose while Stef cheekily giggling away.

 After helping Zihan copy notes, she started playing Ms Loh's ipad and conquered the place with her voice and idiocy.

So the study weeks have been nerve-wracking. 

Studying till the wee hours and waking up feeling like a zombie. 

Gone were the good hair days and bright shiny days. 

Sad thing is that most student usually drink coffee to stay awake,

I RUN THE TRACK-MILL EVERY HOUR to stay awake. T.T 

I can't take caffeine. sigh.  

So I can't think of anything else to do at 2a.m in the morning other than run to keep my mind fresh.

Nvm la, good exercise for my body too. lol.

*coughs. Excuse the pic below. 

So happened one day my hair was like fuuUUHH!

So i camho-ed before hair went bad again. heh.

Yes there were smiles despite all the stress until...

Last Saturday.

One of the saddest days of my life. Sept 17.

Cha-cha, my little parakeet passed away.

She's 5 yr old this year and usually their life-span is about 10 years.

I found her dead in the corner of her cage. There were no symptoms of her being sick or having any diseases nor were there any signs of cat attack. 

After pondering for few days, I guess she either had a heart-attack or choked on her bird-seeds.

Every evening, after walking Max, Bu-Bu and Cha-Cha usually chirps for my attention. Knowing that it's their turn to play. Cha has always been the bolder and dare-devil one. She has always been the louder and confident one whereas Bu always stayed humble and shy.

It's a shock to me to have found her dead on Saturday evening. 

I was rather depressed the entire weekend. 

My brother helped dug a hole for her and we buried her underneath the mango tree.

 =(

I miss her every evening.

Then came Sept 21st.

My big day.

Yes apart from my birthday, I had accounts paper.

As always I can't stand the pressure and went bonkers a night before the paper.

My birthday this year sucked TTM but luckily I had family and friends who shared kind and supportive words.

Ronball was very sweet too. 

Mr postman handed me this before I actually left for my accounts paper.

I must say that this card immediately boost me up and I was all smiley again.

=)

Oh and dear Ms. Tan made me this in her blog! =D
How sweet is this?!
Maaan I miss her. =(
Ps: 2 years u missed out on my big day dy woman! I doubt u will still be here for the next 3 years but no worries, promise me we shall make up to each other's birthdays by going on a super awesome vacation again someday. =)

thank u sayang. though i checked it only today(sowie no time)
but it's still special and u made my day. =)

oh! Mom and dad got me a cake too. tee-heek.
Not that bad after-all. =D

 So yesterday, I went for a jog with Max and 

while he stopped to answer nature's call, I found some pretty flowers. =)

And then came home to accompany poor Bu-Bu.

 He was rather depressed too I can tell =( 

but life has to go on and I can't possible get him a new partner.

It'll be nothing like Cha-Cha and I am more worried of him getting bullied.

Cha may be fierce but she definitely has a soft-spot for Bu-Bu.

 Max was trying his best to get my attention. =.=

 As I am typing this post, Bu is also resting on my shoulder. Poor baby.

 Here he is. He hops around me a lot. =)

Cha, you will always be in my thoughts.

You were the littlest pet in the house but you sure were the fiercest one.

but thank you for all the 5 years of friendship. 

See you in heaven someday little friend. 

=)

Alrighty,

that's all from me for now. 

Will update more when finals are over.

Till then,

XOXOXO

I'm a hustler.

Freshly sketched.

Will be MIA untill October. Wish me luck for finals y'all!

XOXOXO

Random.

 What I wore 3 days ago. =)

So the holidays are about to end and I can feel the stress sneaking in.

Finals is 2 weeks away. fml.

I am so far grounded by mom...=.=

Have been going out everyday and not spending anytime with them books, so yeah.

Guess it's a fair punishment. (Although I am exactly 18 days away to being 20)

I am not pissed cause I think I need that punishment. lol.

Good thing I am still studying here. I'd not be able to control myself if I am in KL now.

Confirm kaput.

Had tones of fun with Ronball and my girls during this short break.

All were back except Cindy. =/

Said I'd pamper myself well and I really did. Till gained 3kg... T___T

Dammit lah. Now need to control myself again. sigh.

It's complicating to be a girl. Seriously.

Alright, it's late now. Gonna sleep soon and have a fresh morning tomorrow.

Have a great weekend ahead loves. =)

Sowie.

Got bored trying to understand the graphs of Econs.

Tee-hee.

Okthanxforreadingbai!

xoxoxo