of morning dews and scrumptious pancakes.

 yellow-schmellow. 

I think I like yellow more than purple now. For God knows what reason. lol. 

 Got up early today to make Ronball pancakes.

Ran out of bananas. I'm only left with guavas and apples. It'll be weird to attempt to make guava or apple pancakes.
o.O? ughlk.

Football was awesome last night. 

Man U totally conquered the game.

Arsenal, you call that football? 

Anyway the score was 8-2, just so you know.

Good game Man U. Proud of ya! 

 

Gosh my thumb hurts so badly.

I'm still learning to light a lighter. 

Got caught by mom few moments ago that I still get anxious when lighting up stuffs.

(Thank God I am good with the stove and oven. haha!)

I only learned to go against my phobia of lighting up matches when I was 16 in the Chemistry Lab.

When my sir forced me to light up the Bunsen burner. T_____T

Took me 30 mins. 

P-H-A-I-L.

Not to worry, I shall master this damn lighter soon. 

=)

Yes I just had to. 

Ok Lola got her bath, it's Max turn now. 

 Till then loves.

xoxoxo

It's a blessing...

to be in-love with your best friend. 

Just when I was having doubts, he reappeared.

Guess he's God sent somehow.

Raya break's gonna be fun, I can tell. =)

Girl, put your records on...

First things first, my assignments are finally all done and the only thing that’s left is drama and finalssss. But hell yeah my assignments are all completed!! Woohoo! Aaaand Raya break is here… =) I can finally sleep late for a week. Lol. 

Like I can finally have some ME time. No distractions. Just movies, some marshmallows, warm blankie, air-cond at 16 degrees and some chick flick. =) and probably finish up my novel too. Ah yes and tumblr! How can I forget?  I need a lil’ break to get my head straight again. 

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about the pieces and phases of my life too. Like what am I going to accomplish in 3 years’, 5 years’ and 10 years’ time. I know it’s stupid to plan because 98% of the time, people do not follow whatever their plan is. Usually we just go with the flow. But for some reason, it is important that I design myself a path and know where I wanna lead to. 

And for a certain reason, I have been doing a lot of thinking on my relationship life. How has it been so far? Is this what I want? Am I still who I am and does this actually feel right. I have been pondering a lot. Trying to figure the doubts and amend any feebleness. How do you know that you are with the one? How can you tell? Is it going alright and can we last? If there are uncertainties, what should I do? Is there hope? Is it normal for me to think so much? Is it ok to feel this way? Is this even considered healthy? 

Ok, that’s a lot to take in. That’s why I need some moments on my own. Probably flying to Paris or Rome or Italy would be good. I need some artsy inspiration to get me thinking on what I yearn for in life. I need a vacation or a getaway. Ok fine! Just the beach! Any island would placate my mind. 

It’s hard when you feel that you know the answers for certain questions but your mind refuses to let it in. You see the signs, you read them, but your conscience refuses to obey them. All cause you carry a heavy load. A load that you are afraid to abide. I have so much ahead of me. So much I wanna explore and learn. So many adventures to discover and feel. Mom was right about me. She’s right about so many things sometimes she makes me feel as though she’s an angel in disguise. Lol. 

Oh well, this is the path that I took. No regrets...but if possible, there are hundreds of boulevards I wished I had taken otherwise. Life is short they say. So I should count my blessings and seize every moment. Life is all about moments. And moments are what you will carry with you…forever. 

have a blessed weekend ahead loves. I shall pamper myself well. =)

till then,

xoxoxo

Oh hi!

I met the Malaysian version of this guy today while eating my mee-hoon-kueh. 

(well, not sure if he is Malaysian a not lah actually, I'm just assuming. heh.)

my eyes went O.O and my jaw instantly fell. 

straight away poked Wei Ting and went "OMG OMG OMG! CCHHIIIOOO!"

I think he's a model. Attitude arrogant like fuck but nvm, still handsome like ffuuuuhhh! 

I think he knew I was staring. But who cares?!

My piku gatal wanna go over and say Hi. (cause he was eating alone. lol)

Then I thought of potato. T___T

Cannnot dy lor. Have to guai-guai sit at one corner and stare only. *sniffs.

Well, better luck next life. lol.

ps: Sorry hun. You know me well lah eh. Teehee.

phail.

bro: mmooOOOOOMMMMM! YOUR DAUGHTER EATING SOMETHING ILLEGAL! 
me: *points middle finger like siao at him*
mom: Hmmph! She thinks I blind ma. I know one...she walked pass me with her hidung kembang, left eye twitching and buntut terhegeh-hegeh. I not stupid ok. Nvm lah let her eat. One day she will regret. 
me: o.O *gulps and wonders* (do i seriously act that way when I am hiding something?) 

Now that's something new bout me that I learned today. haha!

I need to learn pokerface. tsk!

Ok I am afraid...

OF FINALS.

Of whether should I proceed or drop that absurd subject that's driving me up the wall. 

Stumbled upon this beautiful art. 

My expression is currently identical with the girl in the picture.

L-O-S-T.

And I only have till tomorrow to decide. 

I hate making decisions like this. 

Ok, I sound emo. lol. 

You know what, I shall eat! 

YES! 

To la cuisine it is!!!

kthanxfordroppingbyBAI!

Express yourself!

And this was my thought for the day. 

Makhota Parade's doing some event and well, I got called by Zi Han to join in the fun. 

Oh well, they go by votes so if you can spot me, vote for me then will you? =)

Currently setardyyiing french while sipping my pearl milk tea from Chatime. lol.

Am gonna get tummy aches for drinking caffeine but who gives a fuck! I need it for all the stress I am about to go through this week. 

Till then, chao! 

xoxoxo

Take a breath and let the rest come easy...

 So how was your weekend love? 

Mine flew really fast with a pocket full of happiness and just a pinch of wretchedness.
Ronball was back for the weekend and yea we had fun with my two favourite girls too. =)

ps: Calynn I honestly wanted to make you a card but time wouldn't let me. =( Still, always know that I love you and you're always beautiful. Hope you had a good time with us.

 I have been struggling with time management and juggling with chores. Sometimes arranging wrong things in order or forgetting what to put into my To Do List. Seems like Finals is a month away and I have yet to start studying. Procrastinating a lot. sigh. I have not even reached half of my novel. I have not bathed Max and it's been 2 weeks. =.= I have not gotten my namecards for my business. I have not seen my lecturers and I have no time to trim my fringe never mind cut my nails. God where have all the time been?

And it's like every night before I go to sleep, I rewind and playback on what are the things I have completed for the day only to find out that I have only done 2 out of 30 things on my pathetic list. bummer. And I can't even explain to myself why am I this busy or this frantic. o.O
Why ah whyyy....sigh. and I am not even a grown up woman yet. Next time when kids come along and work and all....this is going to be mad! It's like I can't even-  ok too far feli, come back come back...

I have been promising myself to learn grandma's recipes like 5 years ago. And until now.....pfft. I don't even need to mention. You know what I'm about to say. PHAIL!
Ok that's going into my next year new year's resolutions list. again.

So many thing I have yet to accomplish. Well, it's all gonna be one step at a time... better late than never they say. pppsshhh. *rollseyes.

Currently dealing with my company called HOTPICKS together with few other partners. If you know Groupon then well, we're doing the same concept. If you don't then, will be telling you guys all about it as soon as it is launched this coming 1st of September k? promise. We're entrepreneurs in the making yaw. lol. Am pretty excited bout this baby. Hopefully it'll flourish well. Hmm, wishful thinkings. =)

Till then loves, I gtg. It's dinner time!

Have a great week ahead!

XOXOXOXO

Oh Will....why you so hot?!

 He was an hour late!!! hmmph! As usual la celebs. Very tai-sai.

I mo kencing tak leh kencing.

Wait i go pee, my spot gone. no choice have to stand also....aiihh.

Tahan for 3 hours yo. lol
Oh and btw, this was only 1/3 of the crowd. heh.

 I tell you.... when he came out, i almost went deaf. =.=

 I was waiting for him to throw the damn towel lor. tssk... aihh.

 *melts*

 Ron claims his nose is plastic. pfft. jealous potato.

Daaayyuummm he is hot! 

I was sweating whole time in the exam hall. ffooooooo...!!!

Stupid securities didn't allow me to take pics with him. KNN.

But honestly throughout the entire concert I didn't understand a word he sang... and he sang 5 songs.

Like budak bodoh I stood there, taking pics for my cousin's sake and I think I was the only lost freak there without a copy of his latest album. o.O

And whatever the mc was speaking.... T___T

My cina damn phail my Goddd...

Nvm lah, I came back, had some good time with Lola and my day ended perfectly. =)

I feel sick to my bones thinking about accounts but asdfghjkl!

Yes Ms Wei Ting, I shall start reading the 2nd assignment now.

I'd rather run 30 rounds in my taman than just read the damn question if I have a damn choice.

Faarrrrrrkkkklahhh!